@h1fx, as the saying goes... can't win them all. Personally I read that chart as long, relatively long term higher highs. Perhaps could wait for break and close above the upper trend line and look for an order to go long. It's tough, but consistency, patience, and waiting for confirmation are what I have learnt to do. where are you based?
@h1fx, we have all been there. I had a similar issue about 6 years ago. I reflect sometimes and think that everyone needs such events to step back and think, what's changed... what do you think has changed? Happy to be a sounding board. :)